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| eeeek... ok so life sucks! i have a lab due tomorrow and i need to do all of the hard stuff, so im going to get up in 5 hours and do it, yes i am going to get up at 4 am ahhhh... but oh well at least i can bring my mark up a little, i hope... but any ways about how my life sucks... ok, well my best friend ever lives really far away and so i miss her sooo much and i feel like we might be loosing touch so i am super sad and stressed about that, and i have a recital in a week and i am totally unprepared, and it took my like almost the entire class to get me voice right and so i am going to need lauren for a half hour before the recital or else i am going to sound like crap! and... i'm doing horrably in physics, social studies isnt much better at all. and i dont even want to get started about CALM, and on top of everything else, and most importantly i havent been keeping in good touch with God lately, so i am going to pray for hours and hours and then go to sleep and then wake up and do my lab, and then i am going to cry cause i will have not slept for more then like 2hrs... grrrrrrrrrr ok i am going to be fine.. i'm sure of it i hope, and God will come into my life in a new way and show me something wonderful. and my friends will pay more attention to me and actually want to hang out with me and i will not lead boys on and i will not make up things about me getting married to random people, and i will do spectacular in school and life is unstressful and wonderful and perfectly the way that God wanted it. ok good-bye, love you all tonns! PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!!! and by the way work is the worst thing that was ever brough into this world, i want to quit my job lol and for those of you who dont know... i have a job at NSD, national sports development, and i clean stuff... well i'd better go! love you all tonns! | | |
| - highway to hell hey guess what i am the coolest person ever! haha jk i suck, but you know what sucks even more, is that i hate life yay haha ya k ill chat it up with y'all later!
stephanie | | |
| - wind in your sails k so its like 5 34am and i have been dreading my brothers hair since like 10 30 ish and i think taht i still have like at least an hour, maybe two left and i am so wired and tired at the very same time its really weird haha ya but k i am so sad taht i missed church and i probably wont be awake enough to go in a couple of hours haha so ya i will go yet another week without church:( really sad about that but whatever. I've been praising God all day with my guitar and my ugly voice hahah it really sucks... oh well. i am so sleepy adn now i want dreads but mine look so bad due to my exteremly thin hair... im sad about that... but whatever i am going to continue with the hair... k well i'll talk to you all later and God Bless!
stephanie | | |
| - Les Os hi guys! i want to eat so badly! but im not going to hahah im CRAZY! lol ya so i like to watch nintendoe! its groovy i want to do it all the time and pretend that i know how, but i really dont! haha. k well later!
steph>>God bless! | | |
| - Secret Heart hey all! i am so tired! i cannot believe that there is a 9 00 in the morning!! ahh ok i just have to think good thoughts, like today, today is going to be a good day. i am seeing a movie with Jen and Sam and it should be good! cause its the notebook, but i know that i am going to cry so much! so i have to bring lots of cover-up and hope that i dont get puffy hahah thats funny. puffy i like that word, its great!
ok so guess what?!?!?! Erlman is staying at my house for this weekend and i am so excited!!! yay! cause its her birthday tomorrow and so we are either going to go hiking, which i dont think that she has ever done haha what a carny!but its ok i love her! but ya either that and then go to the calgary tower on sunday... or we might not go hiking and go to the calgary tower and then do something fun on sunday and ya it should be good though, but it sucks that i am like forcing her to go hiking on her birthday... but its all good, but i LOVE hiking and so it will suck if i miss out on one for this year! but hey if any of you guys are going hiking and have an extra seat then BRING ME!!! i might be busy because well it seems like i never have any spare time.:( but whatever i will survive!
k but i hate life. it is filled with so many hard decisions. and i hate making decisions where someone gets hurt with any decision that i make so i cant win, and someone looses! so i jsut hate it. but im just going to give up all of my decisions to God and He will bring me through each and everyone, even if i get hurt or someone else gets hurt. but God will love me no matter what i do so through him i willlive through it all.
right now i am getting lights in my kitchen and it is so annoying!!! i hate it how like twice a week there are different people in my houes doing stuff to it, i just hope that this one turns out, and i think that it will cause they seem to really know their stuff so ya, oh, but k last time the guys was really nicea and all but he did such a bad job of this one part and so now i really dont want these guys to mess up cause they have to like cut up my roof and so if they do mess up then it will be really really bad! ahhh i am scared! but its ok haha what ever, ill catch you all later and have a good day and summer if i dont see y'all again b4 school! and youth starts up for god again! but i love you all. and check out Leslie Feist!! i love this CD, it is amazing! she has the best voice, and i think that for my next recital i am singing Let It Die!!! yay i am excited! casue i will do my first actual solo!!! ahhh scary! k but seriously bye!
stepha!! | | |
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